Feeling A Bit Selfish

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Christmas was a bit different for us this year.  Even my 12-year old son mentioned how it didn’t feel like Christmas even though there was nearly two feet of snow blanketing the ground outside.

His first real white Christmas.

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I have to admit-I felt the same way.

Everything is new.  New house. New state.  New everything. Naturally, we would feel a bit out of sorts.  But, this was also our first without family as they’re all back east.  So, yeah, it was also quiet…and lonely.

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We’re on month five in our new home.  Granted, it’s going to take some time to adjust to our new life; but, it is difficult.  I’m also still adjusting to not working full-time even though it’s been nearly a year since I left the work force.   I have no set schedule.  I’m mostly cooped up in the house; and all I basically do is clean and cook.

Ugh.

I feel that I’m too young to just give in to a life of ho-hum, and give up on my dreams.  I mean, I still have them but with no means to carry them out.

Or, so I keep telling myself.

Am I being selfish for feeling this way?

 

 

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